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Tuesday, 10 January 2012

  • Dear Coco,

    I miss you like crazy, i know you've left for five months, i am trying my best to get over your death.

    I keep myself busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~d

    last but not least I realized that I am still in "deny" stage....



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Monday, 09 January 2012

  • another confession

    My mind is going nuts, because of my dad.

    he is so hard to please, never show any emotions nor compliments when you actually "improved" or actually did it better than before...

    the very last time he "actually" use the word you are an "useless person" in Chinese means "fei ren" or "fei wu"

    dad, that really hurt, you have no idea when you say the words to someone who is suffering a chronic depression and still working on new recipes and try to live to the fullest...

    you have no idea how that feels like...living with bottles of anti-depression medicines.

    always judge me,

    Dad, i am a plain human being....what do you expect...

Tuesday, 27 December 2011

Sunday, 25 December 2011

Thursday, 08 December 2011

  • Sweetheart

    *除非你親口對我說 說你愛我
    甜言蜜語我聽的多 別來騙我
    我要你親口對我說 說你愛我
    千萬不要讓我等太久
    Sweet Heart Sweet Heart
    Sweet Sweet Heart

    2009年的戀愛故事 現在即將開始
    誰會是我生命中 注定的那美麗天使
    Hey you my girl.
    I'll show you my world.
    Hey you my girl.
    I want you to know.

    想要給你的 不只是車子房子
    想 想要給你的 不只是鑽石戒指
    我會讓你的微笑 比法國巴黎還美妙
    我的眼神告訴你 誰是最重要
    可以放棄一切

    如果可以 Have you for sure
    可以再抱緊一點一點
    If you are my girl
    沒人可以再 給你任何委屈
    只想說你 你是我的唯一

    Repeat*

    在你回家之前 我會準備好燭光晚餐
    浪漫的氣氛 穿上最帥的襯衫
    手裡握著玫瑰花 希望你真的會喜歡
    原來愛上妳的感覺 是那麼的簡單
    讓我位你戒掉所有 所有壞習慣

    願意的話請你做我做我另一半
    沒有欺騙 沒有謊言
    讓我在你身邊陪著你
    365天 365夜
    可以放棄一切

    如果可以 Have you for sure
    可以再抱緊一點一點
    If you are my girl
    沒人可以再 給你任何委屈
    只想說你 你是我的唯一


    Repeat*

    多少哥們 勸我不要陷下去
    他們說 愛情是危險的遊戲 玩不起
    可是我相信 會有美好的回憶
    當流星劃過時 我們會永遠在一起
    So let me hear you say
    Oh what's it gonna be

    我大聲說愛你 說真的很愛你
    會站在原地 等待你的回應
    等待你的決定 It's gonna be me and you
    驚天動地
    可以放棄一切


    如果可以 Have you for sure
    可以再抱緊一點一點
    If you are my girl
    Come on 寶貝
    讓我聽你說 Say Sweet Heart Sweet Heart
    Sweet Sweet Heart

    Credits:
    作詞:柯有倫, 作曲:柯有倫/劉文仁


  • 從來不相信我的世界可以有多完美 痛苦寂寞還有一些疲憊
    不允許他人隨意進入我的零度空間 寧願孤獨懶得再去想誰

    倆個人一起是否只是得到一種安慰 掙脫過去然後忘記一切
    沒想過有天我的結局忽然全部改變 誰會抓住我的無力雙臂

    怎麼會哭 


    不會再哭 誰錯誰對爲誰憔悴

    走入零度空間等到一切分裂 就算愛的危險我們一起面對
    來不及的防備沒聽過的誓言 要我怎麼學習多了愛的明天

    走出零度空間終於一切分裂 就算愛的很累我卻不會後悔
    放下所有防備一切都無所謂 逃出黑暗世界開始新的明天

    新的明天(世界)

    Credits:
    詞曲作者:作詞:柯有倫 作曲:锺國峰 演唱:柯有倫
  • i admired people who lives in upper North...
  • FREEZING COLD........................................................................................................................................................

    pray for winter ending soon...
  • FULL OF UPS AND DOWNS.....UHHHHHHHHH

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